Happy Teddy Bear Day, Dear !!
And the night ended with your chat.
Do you remember?
That valentine week ended with teddy bear night!
And you promised to break the heart the next day, I guess!
Still I remember, the next day you texted me to not believe her, and ignore everything!
Whatever she says, whatever she sends !
It was my Promise to You!
I believed you !
I ignored her!
I didn't believe her!
Even when she shared some of your shots you never shared me !
Things you had kept away from me!
I was hurt!
Yet, I chose to believe you!
Because it was my Promise to you!
Things go different with situations.
Those pictures could have been a truth someday, but thought might not today,
Because you asked to trust you!
Those words could be a manipulation that day, but will be cleared someday,
Because you asked to trust you!
I trusted you!
And ignored all, my eyes were seeing !
Then you disappeared!
Alas, You disappeared like nothing ever happened!
You disappeared like I never existed!
You didn't even feel, I was in a mess with all the things being put infront of me!
You didn't even feel, I needed you that moment !
You didn't even feel, I was freaking inside and breaking down!
You didn't even feel, I deserved to be clear on what was happening and what was going to happen!
You didn't feel it necessary to contact me, before you disappear!
Probably I had always been a stupid being fooled around.
But I never realized it, because I trusted you blindly.
I was blind with eyes not to see your fault.
I could never think, you could be the one hurting me again and again!
Not to care about, whatever I went through.
Just like a stranger did!
A decade collapsed in a day.
And it was not meant to make it again!
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