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If ever I come across you,

Will I be able to ask you howabouts?
I often ask myself,
When mind immerses in thoughts
thinking of you
thinking how u must be
happy,out of my world?

Will I be able to stop and call you
To ask, how you had been all those time?
If you ever cross my way
The absence all over those years couldn't empty the memories.
Nor it could replace the person in mind.
I always wanted to know
how you must be
happy,out of my sight ?

Far away!
You went far away from my place
But never you knew, the mind is nearer than you thought
Mind never escaped to bring you in thought
It always loved the memories back to you.
Tears often companied those memories
Tears often confessed that I miss you
Tears often rolled down my cheeks to love back my heart for you

You escaped !
You didn't tell you were leaving
You just ran away,not even looking back once
You didn't notice I was at your back, looking for you
Waiting for you to turn back.
Waiting that you will come and say ,"It's an emergency so had to go silently"
"Sorry, I couldn't leave you good bye note!"
"Sorry I had to leave back all'
"Sorry I had to forget all'
"Forget all the promises, I made with the belief to fulfil"
"Sorry I had to break the trust you built so many years'
"Sorry I could not be responsible for the years we spent together with love"
"Sorry to break your heart"

I often thought, in all those time
Probably I did some mistake and you are angry for that
I often felt sorry and wished if I could make stand everything right
I always wanted to stand by your side,cheer you both in happiness and grief
I always wanted to share our every grievances and happiness together

I always wanted to believe you never cheated on me
Never did I know, you will go away leaving all grievances for me to bear
Never did my heart know, it will be broken by the person it trusted the most
Never did my heart know, it will be broken by the person it loved the most
Never did I know, it was only me who was being loyal for love

Never did I know, it was only me who stood to fight for love

Never did I know, you were only playing around with my feelings

A blind trust on you !
And you proved it was wrong!
Trusting you blindly was a mistake!
Loving you blindly was not fine to be left broken !!
Only do my heart and I know, how it felt loving you and getting broken by the person you love!
Only do I know, how it felt living memories with tearfull eyes
Only do I know, how it felt living with hope for good and smile to hide the tears out
Only do I know, how it felt left to live alone and startled

You may think time will heal everything
Ask your heart if you really meant it
Ask time, if it really healed me
Ask yourself, if I can ever be the same person back
Living happily and cheerfully, with love and hope
Time doesn't heal wounds, it only covers the scar!
Time never healed the wound!
And I don't have scar either now
But my heart knows still
where it hurts,
when it cries,

And how often it appeals to see you !!

~~OSUN~~

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